Hello Secret Sister!

This message is for my secret sis, you are so sweet but I have not received your package. That makes me so sad! I know you said you are from far far away so maybe it will come this week! I will keep hope and let you know as soon as I get it, but I am going to be leaving on Thursday to go out of town for 10 days. Thank you for sending the message just so I know! :)

Saturday

I only allow that which is good into my life.

No one can depress you. No one can make you anxious. No one can hurt your feelings. No one can make you anything other than what you allow inside.

Mother's Day 08

Mother's day was GREAT! I had such a great day, slept in until 10:30, Rick made me Egyptian eggs with chocolate milk, then we did presents. I had already bought myself a cricut cartridge from him, Indie Art, but he surprised me with some scrapbook storage stuff, which I am in dire need of. Nicholas & Katerina gave me Juno and Nicholas made me a card with coupons to cut out to make him "obey" lol. Such a sweetie. So then we watched Juno. I was the only one who cried. In a way, Juno is a very mother's day-ish movie IMO. I had seen it before and I still cried. Then we went toward the Woodlands, to the most awesome Michaels at Louetta & I45, then we went to LoneStar Scrapbook, OMG, it was WONDEERFUL. Got a few goodies for myself, Rick said nothing, which was a shock & I felt guilty anyway. He's in his not caring much about money mood lately. Not good because I have been in that mood since moving here. Double bad. Anyway, then we made our way to El Chico, for the most awesomest salsa & chips, and my fajita steak sandwich sans veggies, and topped off with my boyfriend, Mocha Joe. Then we came home and I vegged on the couch with some Desperate Housewives and the Survivor finale. Best day EVER! & the kids were good all day (at least considering they are 9 and 3 :)

Aggravated

I don't know if I have ever been so aggravated in my life. I just feel so completely stressed out!! I just realized that I don't have to wait until Katerina has her sleep study in August to get a new job because she got an appt somewhere else next week! But oh yeah, I need to wait for summer to be over :( Maybe not completely over...Perhaps I will start looking at the middle to end of July and either put Nicholas in Jin's tae kwon do day camp or put him at the various grandmothers' houses for a couple weeks, since school doesn't start until Aug 25 ugh!

Anyway I figure if I write about while I am so aggravated, my stomach won't be in so many knots....

So it wasn't a good day at work. Different things kept happening but I guess the reason while I am still aggravated is because the first thing the GM did was take me off a delivery and give it to someone else because his was on hold. New one. Then he was asking someone where FM 529 was so I tried to tell him because that person didn't know, but it was like he was completely ignoring me and going back to the person that didn't know....as if they had more knowledge than me (and I have 6 years experience on this other guy but how would the GM know, he's never even introduced himself as the new manager much less try to find out anyone's background) and for some reason me telling him just wasn't good enough. I just felt discounted as a person. Well, since he is the GM and I don't really see myself ever liking him....goodness knows he doesn't even have a CLUE as to #1 what's going on #2 what he's in for (doesn't even pertain to me) #3 how to do his own job. Well that does feel better and I'll give a dollar to any random person reading this who can even decipher what the heck I'm even talking about lol. Maybe I should just forget it, I don't seem to get any appreciation, acknowledgment, or even respect for doing shit extra just because I know how so why bother.... Be damned if I EVER try to tell him who delivers somewhere again, even if hell froze over and he actually asked me, as though I might know!