Sunday, May 4, 2008

Aggravated

I don't know if I have ever been so aggravated in my life. I just feel so completely stressed out!! I just realized that I don't have to wait until Katerina has her sleep study in August to get a new job because she got an appt somewhere else next week! But oh yeah, I need to wait for summer to be over :( Maybe not completely over...Perhaps I will start looking at the middle to end of July and either put Nicholas in Jin's tae kwon do day camp or put him at the various grandmothers' houses for a couple weeks, since school doesn't start until Aug 25 ugh!

Anyway I figure if I write about while I am so aggravated, my stomach won't be in so many knots....

So it wasn't a good day at work. Different things kept happening but I guess the reason while I am still aggravated is because the first thing the GM did was take me off a delivery and give it to someone else because his was on hold. New one. Then he was asking someone where FM 529 was so I tried to tell him because that person didn't know, but it was like he was completely ignoring me and going back to the person that didn't know....as if they had more knowledge than me (and I have 6 years experience on this other guy but how would the GM know, he's never even introduced himself as the new manager much less try to find out anyone's background) and for some reason me telling him just wasn't good enough. I just felt discounted as a person. Well, since he is the GM and I don't really see myself ever liking him....goodness knows he doesn't even have a CLUE as to #1 what's going on #2 what he's in for (doesn't even pertain to me) #3 how to do his own job. Well that does feel better and I'll give a dollar to any random person reading this who can even decipher what the heck I'm even talking about lol. Maybe I should just forget it, I don't seem to get any appreciation, acknowledgment, or even respect for doing shit extra just because I know how so why bother.... Be damned if I EVER try to tell him who delivers somewhere again, even if hell froze over and he actually asked me, as though I might know!

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